
21yo. Jersey-raised
& Poland-born;
tiny being with love in her heart
as infinite as the skies.
My birthday is next Wednesday & I don’t know why, but I’m not even in the least bit thrilled about it this year. Twenty two is such a blah double-digit, isn’t it? We’re going to Vegas on the 16th so all of my energy is going towards that St. Pat’s day weekend. We’ll probably go out for Asian cuisine accompanied by loads of wine, but other than that, I want to maintain my frugal spending streak until sin city ;) Photos of all my dresses for the trip will be uploaded soon! xoxo
Everyone has people in their life who they once called friends, family, a love interest, what have you. But doesn’t it suck when your relationship with them suddenly stops? Or fades? Like out of nowhere, you stop talking. Every single aspect of your life when they were in it.. they knew. Now they’re nothing more than strangers to you. I HATE being afraid to say hello, and I wouldn’t even know how to have a genuine conversation without making it awkward somehow. Or another thing that pisses me off: when that person would still hit you up, then eventually stopped & now you’re in a relationship, but can’t help but feel like it’s your fault you don’t hear from them anymore. YOU distanced yourself from me. I’m not going to sit here & wait for your text/call. But, there are reasons why I still catch myself thinking of you. It makes me extremely sad that it is the way it is now. & your facebook status’ are the only way I can still see how you’re doing or what’s on your mind. Can’t help but think they’re about me sometimes. If this is the way it’s going to be, then so be it. Just know it wasn’t my choice. It’s not the road I typically take; open-ended methods of cutting myself out. There’s still a lot I have to say.
Off to do my holiday gift shopping; pray for me on account of I have no patience & the lines at the fashion square mall will be horrendous! Nordstrom is not prepared for the wrath marinating in this 5ft body if they don’t have my hubbsy’s watch in stock >.<
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